So as soon as I got back from CO and NM, my life started all of its insanity again but most of it is just nonsense, nothing really bad, so I s'pose I should be so happy and, in fact, I am but sometimes you can't tell because I let this insanity get me down and feeling grumpy which is so stupid because when I really look at my life I should be so incredibly grateful and I am, really, don't want you to think I'm not so why do we think this way (and I know I'm not alone in this) when we should be embracing each day with vigor and enthusiasm we tend to do the comparing and wishing thing which is just so destructive, senseless, useless and whiney and the last thing I would ever, ever want to be accused of is whining because I have a serious distaste for anything whiney. I just don't know how Whitman puts up with me. I hope to do a small percentage of the work that is in my head the rest of this year and I am always looking for unusual models. I am so sick of Maxxim shit feeding off itself and going around in self perpetuating circles even though if I were a lot younger I would probably be doing it myself so that's not fair I guess.
The photog workshop was so awesome, awesome, awesome. Whitman wrote something about it in his profile which, if I could figure out how to do the "link" thing I would link to it but that's too boring to try to figure out. I just don't have the patience. His profile is rourkart if you want to check it out.
Patsy